| Day 3 |
[Jul. 12th, 2006|03:39 am] |
This place keeps jumping up the weirdness scale in leaps and bounds. Last night just sucked. I was sitting here, minding my own business and hoping Ed was going to come get me, when all of a sudden this big burly guy came barging in shouting something about an inspection. He started to drag me out of the room and I couldn't even start to get away from him. And he managed to get all the tools Ed had made for me! Well, except my wrench. I have no idea what he was going to do, but about that time the building jumped me, as I've heard others call it.
I'm still not sure where I ended up, but I was alone in the dark and managed to bang my knee up when I hit the floor. Luckily, this boy named Hao got dropped nearby not long after me. He has some kind of ability with fire, kinda like Colonel Mustang but without the gloves, so I could at least see. Then we were joined by 3 more people - a girl whose name I can't remember, a guy who was unconcious most of the time, and a white-haired, winged lady who had a very long sword and wasn't wearing a shirt. There was something almost scary about her, the way she acted, the way she held the sword like she could easily slice up someone before they knew what was about to happen. She was very insistent that we get into a room and stay there. I think Hao wanted us to run and get away from her, but I couldn't run with my knee hurting like it was. And I doubt he could have carried me like he offered to. But then the shirtless lady did magic and healed my knee. It was so cool! I want to learn how to do that, even though she said I probably couldn't. Hrmph! I'll show her. I'll find a way! Nobody tells me I'm not capable of doing something!
She took us to Ed's room. Apparently she was just putting people there, becase there were two people already asleep on Ed's bed, with him nowhere in sight. She left and we all just tried to get comfortable. I was very bad, and I read Ed's journal. He doesn't have too much in there, but I wish there had been less. It turns out that he had a boyfriend who was one of the people who disappeared shortly before I came here. A boyfriend...a boyfriend. When he came in, he said so himself. If that's how...I guess I'm out of luck. All this time, all this waiting, and now... I can't just give up. I don't want to scare him away, but I want so badly to tell him just how much I love him. But I know him. If I tell him and he really has no interest in girls, or even just no interest in me at all, it'll make him feel bad that he's hurt me. I just don't know what to do. Maybe I should just keep like I've been doing for so long, and not tell him.
Morning upped the weirdness yet higher. Apparently, the people here have done SOMETHING incredibly weird to Ed, and he now has wings. Yes, that's right, WINGS. Pretty blue feathered wings have just suddenly sprouted out of his back. They're real, he can move them, they're part of him. Holy shit. So much for him teaching me how to fight for a while.
There's a new boy here who's been really nice to me and Ed so far. His name's Ritsuka. He stayed with Ed when his wings came out, and then afterwards before I got out to Ed. It turns out that wherever he comes from, some people can use 'word spells' to fight and heal. She gave me a short lesson. I don' t know how, but I actually managed to block one of his spells. I still think it was a complete fluke, but it happened. Unfortunately, that was all I could manage. I tried a second time and whatever he aimed at me hit and hurt like crazy. Then he tried a final time, and I ended up completely tied up and fell over, hitting my head on the ground. I have no idea how I managed to do it, but it's exciting! Maybe I really can learn how to do magic! I'm sure it's not really 'magic' how most people think of it. There has to be some kind of science behind it, like alchemy, but it's still really cool and I never have managed to do alchemy.
The rest of the day is a blur. I was so exhausted after the lesson that I pretty much just crashed in the reading room. The only other thing I really caught of what all happened was Ed getting into a big argument at lunch, another fight breaking out at lunch, and an announcement that everyone's getting rabies shots tomorrow. Fuck. Ed doesn't know that I'm needlephobic. And he got called in for them today. Not good. Not good at all. |
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| Day 2 |
[Jul. 3rd, 2006|11:51 am] |
This place is fucking nuts. Ed was at least partly right last night. I didn't see any real creatures, but holy shit the rats are huge! I'm glad I didn't go out by myself, but we both forgot our flashlights. I felt very stupid.
Ed made me a wrench, screwdrivers, lockpicks, and a small knife. His alchemy's pretty limited here. We went and met Ashi, and Ed practiced some climate-controlling alchemy. When the intercom announced someone new was here, I had a feeling we should go find them. Turns out my feeling was a good one - it was Mr. Hughes. He's not dead here.
Ed says that Al was here, but he hasn't seen him in a while. Hopefully he escaped. I don't think Ed could handle it if anything has happened to Al.
The staff showed us what someone called fan videos today. They were animated...and there were ones of us! Ooh, one of them implied that Ed raped me! And then that Al raped him! Whoever made that should be castrated without anesthesia. There was one all about Mr. Hughes, and it showed him being killed. But one...Ed would not talk about it to me at all after it was on. It showed him being stabbed through the chest. I don't think I'll ever be able to get that picture out of my head. Everything ended when one of the girls blew the screen up...I wanted to take it apart to see how it worked...
They made us go to therapy after lunch. My therapist is Dr. Schentz. He's really nice, but he'd had a bad day. I don't think I made it any better. I broke down crying, then I told him that I love Ed. I can't believe that I did it, but I couldn't help myself. I had to tell someone.
I didn't get to talk to Ed after therapy, so I can only hope that he's going to come get me again tonight. I don't want to stay here by myself, and I'm too scared to try going out on my own.
Lights out now...here's to luck... |
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| Day 1 |
[Jun. 15th, 2006|06:17 pm] |
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I want to know how I got here and why I'm here. I keep hoping this is just some kind of bad dream, that I'm going to wake up in my workshop soon; all of this just a product of the all nighters I've been pulling. It was scary as hell waking up here today...so confusing. I was scared half to death when they led me off. Nobody would tell me anything.
Then I found Ed. He's here! He's alive! OMG, I have missed him SO much! I never thought I'd see him again. I completely tackled him when I saw him. I don't know how, but he claims to be from 2 years in the future and says he's been living in another world. And that a future me made his current automail. OH! The bastards here have messed with his automail. He now has FULL innervation of his arm. He wouldn't even let me poke around it, just take a very cursory look. Damnit, I want to know how they did this!
He says things get scary around here at night. The doors unlock and there are supposedly monsters. We'll see how right he is. He's coming to pick me up tonight. I'm waiting for him now, but I'm getting very impatient...lights out...spooky...later. |
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